Wednesday, August 30, 2006

Results Are Coming

I have a doctor's appointment next Tuesday to discuss the results of my test. My mom had an appointment yesterday and Dr. Bales told her to have me schedule an appointment to see him. So I will finally know what's wrong next Tuesday; only six more days to go.

On a lighter note, last night I helped Sandy saw some wood pieces for her floor. I have never used a saw before, it was kinda fun. Sandy is such a sweetheart she was talking with me last night trying to figure out a way for me to stay with her permanently. I'm very tempted to take her up on her offer, but I don't know if it would really work out.

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Tuesday, August 29, 2006

A Note...

I got a note the other day (a week ago now) from a friend. She’s a new friend, within the past year. In fact I don’t think that our friendship really started to develop until this summer. We’re similar and yet oh so different. She reminds me to laugh and not take things too seriously and gives me compliments when I need them but think I don’t. She’s there to listen if I need to talk, sometimes even when I don’t feel like talking. She has a quiet air about her that just makes me relax and reminds me to look to God. So thank you to my new friend, even though she doesn’t read blogs.

Pipeline Meeting

We had our Pipeline meeting last night. It was not a typical meeting. For me it was very emotionally draining. In fifth grade I remember my teacher, Mr. Thomas, telling me that I had built walls around myself to keep others out. A few years down the road I realized those walls weren't such a great idea and I've been working ever since to break them down. Our meeting was, for me, tearing down a piece of that wall; not a very big piece but a piece none-the-less.

Friday, August 25, 2006

Random Thought

There's this guy. I see him every Sunday and at least one time during the week. He's incredibly sweet and kind and definitly eye candy. We talk and joke around a bit. Lately I've been wondering if there's something there. Or maybe it's just me wishing there was something there. I'm thinking the second is more probable. I have trouble with the concept that anyone would be interested in me (yes, I know, low self-esteem). However, it would be nice to get asked out, to know that someone sees me as an, at least somewhat, attractive female. I mean I can count on one hand, maybe two, the number of times I've been asked out in my life. So yeah, just a random thought passing through my brain.

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

FINALLY!

I finally got an email from my department chair with my tentative schedule for the fall quarter. YEA!!!!! If all works out (i.e. no classes are dropped) I will be teaching a grand total of 5 labs and will only be on-campus three days a week. Since I'll be teaching at least three labs I'll get to keep my benefits (a major plus since I am still not sure what's going on with me medically). Also, I'll still get to go into the church office at least two times a week, possibly three! I'm very excited! %^)

Saturday, August 19, 2006

What's Goin' On...

So, I went for my appointment today. There were two parts to it, an exterior ultrasound (for those that have been pregnant, exact same thing) and an interior ultrasound (I felt slightly violated at the end of this part). The exterior ultrasound felt so weird, not just because there was some slimy goo covering my stomach and not just because I had an incredibly full bladder (by their request) and she was pushing down on it, but my muscles felt weird, not quite right and my skin was all tingly. But I will take that over the discomfort of the interior ultrasound any day. I of course don't know any results as of yet. However, she seemed to focus on the right side, both interior and exterior. She looked at the left side, but kept going back to the right side. That makes me a little nervous. Did she find something and wanted to make sure she got a good picture of it or was there something going on that she couldn't see things very well. I don't know, now I just need to wait to hear from my doctor. I was told it will be two to three days before my doctor gets the results and then however long after that for my doctor to contact me. Hopefully by next Friday I'll have a better idea of what is wrong; I'm so tired of not knowing.

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I Should Be In Bed Right Now

So, here it is 2:30 in the morning and I am wide awake. I have been up almost 24 hours straight now. At this point I'm thinking I probably shouldn't have had that energy drink this afternoon. But I did, and now I can't sleep. I've been watching crappy tv shows, playing online, and so now I've decided o blog.

We had a small group softball game this evening. A few small groups got together and we played softball at Villegas Park. Me being the complete airhead that I am forgot my tennis shoes at home. I was going to be good and not play, but I really really wanted to play so I took off my flip flops and played barefoot. It was a lot of fun. When the game was almost over someone finally discovered that I was playing barefoot. It's nice to know that everyone is so observant. %^)

I have been staying with my friend Sandy to give her some adult companionship and to help take care of the kids. I'm actually home again this evening. I have my appointment tomorrow so I decided to have my mom go with me so I'm not there alone. What bugs me about my test is that I'll have to wait for test results. I wish I could get my results as soon as my test is over, maybe some day in the future.

I think my energy just ran out. I'm going to go try and sleep now.

Thursday, August 17, 2006

Habitual Praise

Did you know David Crowder wrote a book? I discovered this fact a couple of weeks ago when I went to find out when his new book is coming out. His book is titled "Praise Habit". I love Crowder's music (thanx Eddie for getting me hooked) so I felt like I needed to buy his book. I've read the first three chapters so far. I really think this book is going to kick my butt.

Crowder defines habitual praise as a perpetually sacred acknowledgement of the Giver of every good thin. That sounds a little daunting at first; however he is quick to point out that we do this naturally as children. As kids we enjoy life. We skipped down the sidewalk, played with our food, told everyone about our favorite toy. As we get older people point and laugh and we notice. C.S. Lewis once said, "Praise is the culmination of our enjoyment of anything." How often have I stopped myself from praising God because I'm afraid someone will laugh at me? How often have I felt an overflowing joy and done nothing about it? We need to revel in the moment. Grat it with both hands and dance for joy in the wonderful gloriousness of it. So the next time you see me dancing or skipping down the sidewalk instead of pointing and laughing (or whispering behind hands) I invite you to join me and laugh at the amazing life God has given us to enjoy.

Friday, August 11, 2006

This is a post, not a blog entry.






For Janie, I had to clarify. The entire page is a blog, but an entry is a post. Thank you Janie for correcting my blog vocabulary. %^)

I went over to Sandy’s again tonight. I got to hang out with my kids again. I love playing with them and being called Aunt Diana. I was supposed to put together Kaelynne’s new bed but Sandy was exhausted so I watched the kids while she took a nap. They climbed up on my lap and we watched the Kids Next Door movie. Then they were of course filled with energy so we played some more before I left

I’m so excited about tomorrow. I have absolutely nothing planned. I get to sleep in and be lazy. I don’t get to do that very often. In fact I think my next free day is in 3 weeks. So I’m going to take full advantage of doing absolutely nothing.

Monday, August 07, 2006

An incredibly long blog follows...

Before you get too far into this incredibly long blog…if you were interested in the answers to the questions from my last post, they were added to the end of my previous post.

I had an incredible weekend. I don't think I could pinpoint one totally incredible moment, but overall it was really good. Friday I got to go over to see my kids. Ok, they're not biologically mine, or even legally mine, but I love 'em to death. Justin and Kaelynne are totally awesome. Considering everything that they've been through in their short amount of time here on earth they are remarkably well adjusted. Justin was a sweetheart, he gave me a hug (I love to get hugs from others) and then went and did something and then came and gave me another hug and then went and did something and came and gave me another hug and said, "I just can't stop hugging you." He's so cute! Kaelynne is adorable, she had a friend over and they were playing dress up and they were making music for me with their dress shoes. It was so funny. And of course I got to spend time with Sandy, one of my dearest friends, while getting hugs from the kids and being entertained by them. It was nice to catch up with her and just sit and relax and not have to worry about being somewhere or getting something done. When I did go home I just went to bed and slept for a full 8 hours, which was absolutely incredible, I never do that.

Saturday I had an appointment in the morning, but then I went over to my dads and he changed my oil for me. I wanted to learn how to change it myself but I fell asleep on the couch (I really needed to catch up on my sleep) while he was teaching Sam how to change his oil and they just came in and got my keys and changed my oil and didn't wake me up until it was time for dinner. So I got some much needed sleep. I really wish I could sleep during the week, well, sleep for more than 4 hours a night anyway.

Today was church. I love Sundays. I get to hang out with family, I love my church family. I love being at Pipeline in the morning and interacting with my kids. I get to just hang out with them and talk to them and love on them. Oh, the beauty of having the first graders. %^) Today one of my boys told me I was the best teacher ever. That put a huge smile on my face. I saw a couple of my kids first service because I was hanging out waiting for second service to start (when I "teach") and they asked me why I wasn't teaching anymore. I had to explain that I only teach the second service. They're so cute and lovable. I just want to scoop them all up and give them a great big giant hug. This evening I went to big church and I don't think I've ever laughed so hard during a sermon. For all the laughter there were a few things that really hit me, especially toward the end. I had a nice little cry as the ending worship started. I really hate crying in public, usually I can hide it quickly enough that no one notices, or if they do no one has ever said anything. Tonight Summer caught me and asked me how I was doing and called me out on my lie when I said I was fine. Thank you Summer for not letting me skate for being a “safe” person to talk to. I was raised to be very independent, those of you who know me are probably laughing at that and thinking it’s an understatement. Unfortunately that independence meant keeping things to myself and not talking to anyone about things. So, I don’t often feel comfortable talking to others about things going on in my life. That and I’m always concerned that I’m going to tell someone something and they’re going to be totally shocked and have a blank look on their face. Maybe that’s why I like blogging so much. I can share things and not have to be there and see a reaction to the thoughts running through my head.

Ok, so that was an incredibly long blog. Hopefully it didn’t bore you too much or cause you to fall asleep.

Wednesday, August 02, 2006

For Fun

Here are some tough questions, and it's frustrating when you see the answers. You say, "I should have known that." I will post the answers in a day or two.

1. Name the one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends.

2. What famous North American landmark is constantly moving backward?

3. Of all vegetables, only two can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons. All other vegetables must be replanted every year. What are the only two perennial vegetables?

4. Name the only sport in which the ball is always in possession of the team on defense, and the offensive team can score without touching the ball?

5. What fruit has its seeds on the outside?

6. In many liquor stores, you can buy pear brandy, with a real pear inside the bottle. The pear is whole and ripe, and the bottle is genuine; it hasn't been cut in any way. How did the pear get inside the bottle?

7. Only three words in standard English begin with the letters "dw" and they are all common words. Name two of them.

8. There are 14 punctuation marks in English grammar. Can you name at least half of them?

9. Where are the lakes that are referred to in the Los Angeles Lakers?

10. There are 7 ways a baseball player can legally reach first base without getting a hit. Taking a base on balls (a walk) is one way. Name the other 6.

11. Name the only vegetable or fruit that is never sold frozen, canned, processed, cooked, or in any other form except fresh.

12. Name six or more things you can wear on your feet beginning with the letter "S"...


Answers to the Quiz:

1. The one sport in which neither the spectators nor the participants know the score or the leader until the contest ends....boxing

2. The North American landmark constantly moving backward...Niagara Falls (The rim is worn down about two and a half feet each year because of the millions of gallons of water that rush over it every minute.)

3. The only two vegetables that can live to produce on their own for several growing seasons...asparagus and rhubarb.

4. The only sport in which the ball is always in possession of the team on defense, and the offensive team can score without touching the ball....baseball.

5. Fruit with its seeds on the outside...strawberry.

6. How did the pear get inside the brandy bottle? It grew inside the bottle. The bottles are placed over pear buds when they are small, and are wired in place on the tree. The bottle is left in place for the entire growing season. When the pears are ripe, they are snipped off at the stems.

7. Three English words beginning with dw...dwarf, dwell, and dwindle.

8. Fourteen punctuation marks in English grammar. period, comma, colon, semicolon, dash, hyphen, apostrophe, question mark, exclamation point, quotation marks, brackets, parenthesis, braces, and ellipses.

9. The original lakes referred to in Lakers...in Minnesota. The team was originally known as the Minneapolis Lakers, and kept the name when they moved west.

10. The seven ways abaseball player can legally reach first base without getting a hit...taking a base on balls (a walk), batter hit by a pitch, passed ball, catcher interference, catcher drops third strike, fielder's choice, and being designated as a pinch-runner.

11. The only vegetable or fruit never sold frozen, canned, processed, cooked, or in any other form but fresh...lettuce.

12. Six or more things you can wear on your feet beginning with "S" ... Shoes, socks, sandals, sneakers, slippers, skis, skates, snowshoes, stockings, stilts.