Tuesday, January 30, 2007

I'm Back....Maybe

I haven't blogged in forever, well not literally, but you know what I mean. I'm home sick, not very fun, but I can't do much besides play on the computer. I was playing on myspace when I remembered, I have a blog. That's when I decided to post.

I had the most amazing Sunday. Pipeline in the morning was great. I felt energized and at peace about things. We had an awesome meeting after the morning services. What was so great about the meeting was it wasn't really like a meeting, it was like a family get together. Our volunteers are awesome. Then I had a nice relaxing afternoon with my brother. We haven't really hung out in ages, so it was nice just getting to talk. But the best thing about Sunday was Sunday evening. Worship was amazing for me this Sunday. I really let myself just worship, and let God talk to me. It was an indescribable joy. It's been awhile since I've let myself go at church. My thoughts are, "people are watching, I can't dance like I want to." Why do I stop myself from letting go so often? Why am I so uptight all the time? I've built in this filter and I want to tear it out but I don't know how.

I am just glad that I am at a church that is not just a church but is my family. A group of people that I can talk to and fellowship with and they don't pass judgement. So thank you to my church family that is reading this. Know that even though I don't say it often, I love you and appreciate you.