Random Thought

There's this guy. I see him every Sunday and at least one time during the week. He's incredibly sweet and kind and definitly eye candy. We talk and joke around a bit. Lately I've been wondering if there's something there. Or maybe it's just me wishing there was something there. I'm thinking the second is more probable. I have trouble with the concept that anyone would be interested in me (yes, I know, low self-esteem). However, it would be nice to get asked out, to know that someone sees me as an, at least somewhat, attractive female. I mean I can count on one hand, maybe two, the number of times I've been asked out in my life. So yeah, just a random thought passing through my brain.